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Tuesday, October 02, 2007
Jessica:
Hello I thought it would be best and sweet if you were to stumble onto my blog post one day and read this entry. I mean why blog? I chose not to tell you because i feel comfortable leaving it out here, waiting for you to pick this up. It's like the modern twist of those message in the bottle kind of thing, just that this time im pretty sure of who im writing to. It's hard to get into the whole serious talk mood straight away when im face to face with you, so letting my immediate responses out here.. its just right. I read your entries and i thought that it could help if i affirmed your thoughts, since i really cant fully undertand what you're going through right now. You know, it's the whole different people undergo different experiences thing that shape our thoughts and depth of our emotions. Ok you know what I mean. But i feel that you're unique in every way you are. You may need self affirmation, but the reason why your friends chose you was because they are attracted to the unique blend of qualities that's just the way you are. Of course im sure you need more than a list of your dislikes and likes to label to what a 'Jessica Tan' is. Because like you said, there are so many overlapping and contradictng layers in a person that its quite tough to peel it off one by one to see what it actually contains. This, referring to even the person trying to discover who he/she really 'is'. I may not know answers but im pretty sure that you'll get pass it and find what youre looking for, in addition to picking up lessons along the way. Because with love, faith and hope (maris stella! haha i cant remember the exact words) you'll mysteriously find the right answers. Ok im losing my train of thought this ends for now. And jess? You are beautiful when you mean what you say. |